Maybe I'm imagining things, but today is less gloomy.
Who cares if I'm imagining it?! Bring on the less gloomy!
I always compared myself to the TV ads (because, you know, TV is such a true reflection of reality) about depression meds and thought, "That's not me. I don't feel like a nobody, I don't sit on the couch all day. I get out. I do things. I don't want to do things, but I do them." But there was always a gloominess to my days. A heaviness on my shoulders. A "another day of this??" type of attitude.
Day 11 has not magically changed everything. But I see some light shooting through the gloominess. :-) Bring it on!
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